The Contingency Plan

fallback

despite suffering from a sudden bought mondayitis, there's nothing i want more than to be a lady of leisure.

yes, despite my ambitious dreams of becoming a tenacious, hard working, hard nosed and successful PR bitch, i just don't give a damn anymore and want to spend my time knitting, baking, sitting on my ass and leisurely luncheoning. bliss.

now the dilemma i face (and yes, i do suffer), is that this is on offer. lucas knows i'm unhappy and plain worn out and since we're still living together (did i fail to previously mention that?), is offering to support me/us as i take some time out. his wage is very capable of doing this. plus he's working wierd hours now (he's a hacker/IT security guru) so that would mean we'd actually see each other during the week.

am i mad not to do this? will i loose all independence? will my self worth and respect suffer? did i ever have that to start with? i mean, i do work in PR... and will i give a damn when i'm waking up at ten to spend the day looking out over the harbour and reading a book instead of stressing over neurotic clients, media events, product launches and new business pitches?

gee, this is going to be a hard one...