Tuesday, November 23, 2004
It's 11pm and the house is silent except for the tapping of my fingers on this keyboard and the vague whisper of waves brushing up against the sea wall.
Lucas is still at work, Hugo is sleeping and I'm lonely. I don't even know why I feel lonely. Perhaps it's because I haven't really been out of the house since giving birth and used to lead such an active life.
I think the reality of this situation is really settling in now. I really love being a mum, but feel I need to get out more. I think I would, but still need to express milk every 2-3 hours as the hungry Wolf is still not latching. There has to be a way around this that doesn't involve formula...
Lucas is still at work, Hugo is sleeping and I'm lonely. I don't even know why I feel lonely. Perhaps it's because I haven't really been out of the house since giving birth and used to lead such an active life.
I think the reality of this situation is really settling in now. I really love being a mum, but feel I need to get out more. I think I would, but still need to express milk every 2-3 hours as the hungry Wolf is still not latching. There has to be a way around this that doesn't involve formula...
posted by kazumi at 11:09 pm