The Contingency Plan

Friday, December 03, 2004

Stop. Play. Pause.

The serenity of 3am has me captivated.
That and the smell of Hugo. The folds of his chubby legs, his neck, his baby breath.
He hasn't been as restless so I've had two good days in a row.
I'm working on things to help me with this transition.
I'd like to cut my hair but want to be happy with how I look first. I put on a pair of old pants today and was sorely disappointed when they didn't fit.
I'm desperate to loose weight, but am often more desperate for Oreos.
Mm. Oreos.
I'm watching Lost in Translation for the second time and could easily put that movie on repeat.
My life feels like it's on repeat.
I guess that's why I like 3am. I get to press pause.
posted by kazumi at 3:48 am

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