The Contingency Plan

/what a relaxing weekend!
i spent the whole time alone with luc and hugo.
playing, eating, lounging, reading.
every day of each weekend has been filled for the past few months.
we've needed the time out.
i start work on a new project today. i'm so excited. i haven't been excited about work in so many months.
and it has nothing do to with pr.
i think that's why i like it.
but all is not lost as i can still use my skills
which reminds me of napoleon dynamite :)
funny show.
i'm sorry so many of my recent posts have been depressing.
i'd like to gloss it all over but want to be open and honest as well.
there's still so much good in my life.
but you know that.
i feel a change.
i feel like the beginning of summer,
you know when you go out at night for the first time without a jumper. just a singlet and feel warm and comfortably naked.
there's a lot i'm learning to leave behind.
and i feel hopeful.