The Contingency Plan

Friday, September 29, 2006

I need a change of atmosphere

I've been trying to think of something positive and upbeat to write all week but feel dry, even though there's been a lot happening. Perhaps that's why.

I don't want to delve into any of the drama, my own head is tired of it.

Sometimes I feel as though certain friends live in a fantasy world and I'm the jaded one in a place where there are children, businesses, long-term relationships and complex families. I had free time last night and didn't know what to do other than work. I'm bored. And tired. And frustrated. And simply not willing to make a further effort.
posted by kazumi at 8:04 pm

4 Comments:

Sorry to hear you're not feeling too happy, Kazumi. I don't have any advice, but I hope things manage to take a positive spin for you soon. I'm sure it's only a matter of time before you get a little excitement injected into your day.
Anonymous Anonymous, at 12:05 am  
Well, then make no further effort. Just relax and enjoy Hugo. The real world will catch up to the others soon enough.
Blogger junebee, at 11:19 am  
Hope you're feeling better. And that this season of boredness will pass soon...

Give Hugo a couple kisses for me? He's so cute...
Anonymous Anonymous, at 3:23 pm  
oh, you are not alone. i've definitely been there. still am there at times (umm, like yesterday). i hope you feel better soon. and why force yourself to write something upbeat. write what you feel. we're still reading regardless. if anything, maybe we can help you along.
Blogger Writer and Nomad, at 8:04 pm  

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