The Contingency Plan

i've been meaning to write a post on each of these subjects but have honestly lacked the dedication and concentration lately... and the topics range from:

* dealing with the custody arrangement luc has arranged regarding young wolf. it involves alternating weekends and splitting the week in half. i don't like the fact that i don't see him for up to 4-5 days at a time but have promised to try it for a few weeks to see how we go.

* how difficult luc has been to deal with lately. he picks on every. little. thing. i. say, disregarding anything i suggest to only 'create' the same suggestion days later. so i've totally limited our conversations for my sanity's sake. i'm getting better at brushing off his words. and this feels good.

* how his girlfriend is due at the end of september. and how i recently can't seem to deal with being around happy young families.

* about the frightfully fun period of younger men i seem to be going through. with experiences ranging from dates of full intriguing conversation, to delicious kisses, to the best sex i've ever had. there have been four of them within the last few months and their ages range from a shameful 21 to 25. and the best thing about it all is that i don't court the attention - they're the ones chasing me.

* about the control i'm trying to loose when it comes to my love life (following quite an interesting article i have at work, which i'll link to once i'm back there) and the control i'm gaining in my professional life... and how the balance seems to be working a treat.

* and how i'm really close to my ideal weight. this means i've coming close to a loss of 30kgs, which i'm incredibly proud of. i feel pretty good.

i sincerely doubt luc & prego girlfriend fall into the realm of "happy young families" if that was your accidental implication.

dear me, no. what i meant to write is that i find it hard being around happy young families in general. i definitely don't hang out with luc and pregnant girlfriend - that would surely be a sadistic form or torture!